April 9, 2023

Happy Easter! Recently in Sunday posts, I have noted the collective energy of overlapping religious holidays this spring. All religions serve a larger dynamism in life, even as they fall short in our struggle for co-existence, peace, equality, and united solutions to global threat. There are seeds of Truth here that can be harvested from contemplation of ancient beliefs and spiritual stories, handed down through generations, that over time form the framework of religion. Contemplation is not superficial conclusions, or dismissals, or blind acceptance of someone else's opinions (including mine), but rather a meditative examination of the spiritual experiences of others and the stream of beliefs that have emerged with those experiences. This is a form of spiritual practice for those who are drawn to a personal, individual path in our modern age of accessible world literature.

So this week, I took a fresh look at the Easter story and what it might reveal to me with over 2,000 years of history. The Easter story doesn't really begin 2,000 years ago; it cross-references other stories, scripture and prophecy across an unknown number of years of the Old Testament. There are myths and legends from other ancient sects that have their own resurrection stories as well, weaving early concepts of life and death. The traditional understanding of Easter is summed up in the Bible (John, 3:16) as "God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." The crucifixion and agony of Jesus' death is seen as a Divine sacrifice that cancels out the sins of human beings, and grants them resurrection--the overcoming of death, interpreted as eternal life.

In the 21st century, the idea of purification through a sacrificial rite of physical suffering and killing is incomprehensible, although it is a part of human history. Surely there is deeper, timeless meaning here beyond the idea that God as the ultimate Causation has made "His Son" a human/divine object of sacrificial suffering and death to cleanse humanity. Jesus used the metaphor of God as a loving Father, not just of Jesus, but really of all Creation. In doing so he defined the relationship between humans and God in a form that was understandable, a God that cares and takes care of Its Creation. The element of universal love that includes a loving God, along with the call to "love one another", is a radical shift in the collective spiritual awareness of humanity. Here is the idea of a Creator in love with, and delighting in, Its Own Creation.

On Good Friday, I was in waiting in my car for someone, mindlessly looking at a concrete block wall with a massive covering of thick vines and sinewy branches that wound around corners and cracks like muscle on bone. I slowly brought the image in front of me into focus with an inner awareness of Jesus' words, "I am the vine, ye are the branches." (John 15:5) I saw that image as our branching individual consciousness, awareness--springing from the Vine--the Source of Consciousness, the Creative All. The Vine cannot be known in its entirety. It is too vast, but the death of Jesus initiated an opening, an expansion of creative potential within the individual that in turn, expands collective consciousness. That expansion is still unfolding in our understanding, as Love, not suffering. Love is the measure. The power of Consciousness both as God and as human being is revealed in everything that has been created, dissolved and created anew, all that has been lived up to this moment in 2023--a Cosmic Consciousness that remains present, living, in, with, and as all. Matthew 28-20: "...Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world." (Susan Nettleton)

A short Rilke poem on Contemplation: https://onbeing.org/poetry/widening-circles/

For John Updike's call to plunge into the literal crucifixion and resurrection: https://thinktheology.co.uk/.../seven_stanzas_at_easter

And Mary Oliver's incisive description of Jesus: http://michaelppowers.com/wisdom/maybe.html

April 2, 2023

Today is Palm Sunday in the Christian faith (with the exception of the Orthodox Denominations which follow a different calendar), the beginning of Holy Week, and the unfolding of the Easter Celebration. As I wrote previously, this year the Islamic world is also in the Holy Month of Ramadan. In addition, Jewish Passover week begins April 5 this year, a sacred recognition of their deliverance from Egyptian slavery. (The celebration of Passover also brings Christians a reminder that the Christian "Last Supper" was actually Jesus and the Disciples' Passover meal, demonstrating the stream of the common roots of Abrahamic religions). When we look at the vast variety of religious calendars across the globe, including Buddhism, Hinduism, and many smaller devotional paths as part of our ancient observation of spring, this week brings a multiplicity of rituals, prayers, and celebrations. Devotion, ceremony, communal feasts, collective gratitude--all add to the richness of life and nourish the emotional and spiritual need of humanity. Yet sadly, religion can quickly cause division.

My point today as we enter this month and these Holy Days is to affirm a world of diversity--religious, cultural (which includes political), racial, gender/non-gender, physical, emotional, mental, and environmental diversity. As someone recently put it to me, "we all belong to a flock"; our flock lends stability and meaning to our lives. Yet, diversity is also our protection and strength. Diversity brings an expansion of understanding and the power of perspective that alters and shifts experiences, gives us options and feeds creativity. Creativity takes us beyond what we know. Diversity is the way of Nature that offers infinite potential. Sameness closes the door.

Watching young children on the playground who have yet to learn the labels of division, you can marvel at their joy in shared play, regardless of all the social markers and ideas that will eventually push on them to judge, to avoid, to defend and separate. Resolving the difficulties of our 21st century world, requires having all the pieces of the puzzle on the table--not removing pieces, including them. If we had the capacity to tap the collective spiritual fervor of all the religious celebrations of this one week in our hearts, without rigidity or fear, we could bring not just peace to ourselves, but to the whole of life. Our future world waits....(Susan Nettleton)

https://allpoetry.com/On-Angels

https://pollycastor.com/2016/01/22/poem-by-rumi-one-song

March 26, 2023

Today's post is an excerpt from this morning's Zoom talk, "Something More". If you are interested in attending the Sunday talks, add your email to our email notification list at: hillsideew@aol.com

What I am considering here is that basic things like appetite and life satisfaction and wanting something more, are not separate from the spiritual aspect of wanting something more. There is a need for more within the fundamental nature of the human species. And yes, it is influenced, if not hijacked by commercialism and culture, which includes religious teachings. Another factor of the human reach for something more, especially with aging, is the problem of mortality. This life as we know it, does end. And the 'I' that we know and live as 'here' is displaced. I leave the door open for what that means, because to me it is an unknown; I have my speculations, along with all of you. But so much of life has been unknown, we have all lived with the unknown.

We just don't usually focus on it, but we stretch a bit toward it, toward a something more.

Perhaps all the 'something more' quests in our lives are simply inquiries, expeditions, into the unknown.

Yes often we may want more of something known, but what we don't know is what is our limit. Sometimes we are pushed to discover the limits. William Blake wrote: "The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom. You never know what is enough until you know what is more than enough." What are the limits of life? In Buddhism, the emphasis is not so much desire itself, the wanting, and possessiveness, as it is coming to terms with the impermanence of form. The other aspect of that is that new forms are constantly coming into manifestation."You say goodbye, but I say Hello." Something else is always forming. That is the joy of life.

"He who binds to himself a joy, Does the winged life destroy, He who kisses the joy as it flies "Lives in eternity's sunrise." (Blake) https://poets.org/poem/eternity

The sun is always setting and the sun is always rising. Life and death are simultaneous processes. Blake thought God manifested himself in Man through the divine quality of human imagination; the true freedom for humans is the freedom to create. And that resonates with some streams of New Thought as well as other thinkers: we are instruments of a creative process that we cannot fully grasp... The Something More I'm talking about this morning is the something more that arises out of the same source that appetite arises, a natural need to be filled by reaching toward more. . . To understand who you are, is to discover something more. To come to understand what is here, is always something more than what you understood before. That's why paying attention to your wants is important. (Susan Nettleton)

Some of the poetry from this morning: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/.../mind-wanting-more

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/.../poems/40900/missed-time

March 24, 2023

Reminder Announcement to all!

Hillside will hold a Zoom Service, Sunday, March 26, 2023 with Dr. Susan Nettleton

Topic: Something More

Time: March 26, 2023 11:00 AM Mountain Time

10:00 AM Pacific Time (US and Canada)

If you are not on our email list for Zoom service and would like to attend, please email us at Hillsideew@aol.com or through the contact page on our website: Hillsidesource.com or message us on Facebook with your email address.

March 19, 2023

“When a thing disturbs the peace of your heart give it up.” Prophet Muhammad

During March, I have been focusing on joy at the core of the spiritual life. But again, not as something we can fabricate--not a pretense. Rather, joy is a discovery. Admittedly, it is difficult to get past meanings, translations and definitions that vary in different languages and cultures; but whatever we name it, this aspect of life takes us beyond drudgery, suffering, burdens and sadness, to a lightness and affection for Creation--a smile and great gratitude for daily life.

This Wednesday, the Holy month of Ramadan begins for Muslims. It is a time to strengthen and deepen the connection to Allah, through spiritual practices and prayers. including a daily fast from sunrise to sundown. The month of Ramadan ends (sundown, April 21, 2023) with Eid-al-Fitr, the Festival of Breaking the Fast, that commemorates the cornerstone of Islam: Allah's revelation of the Quran to the Prophet Muhammad. Because the religious calendar is based on the moon, rather than solar cycle, the month of Ramadan varies each year. This year it overlaps with the Christian season of Lent, which began in February but continues for 6 and a half weeks, ending at sundown on April 6, 2023. This is the 40 day season of prayer, fasting, abstinence and giving that is the preparation for Good Friday and Easter Sunday, the cornerstone of Christianity.

I am reminding you that there are quite likely well over a billion people, who are in a deeply spiritual (as well as cultural) process this month, focused on moving beyond the self. Even if we are independent spirits who do not identify with formal religion, we can honor their practice and open our minds and hearts to the Great Good that guides their way.

One further thought: how does the practice of fasting and other forms of self-denial as spiritual practice, relate to Joy? On a physical level, fasting is a reset for the body. That reset undoubtedly impacts us emotionally and mentally. This is not the intensity of a hunger strike; this is a movement that can restore balance between the things that please and nourish us in the outer world, and that which sustains us in our inner life. And through such practice we can begin to understand the Prophet Muhammad's words above. We discover we really can give up things which as individuals, "disturb the peace" of our hearts and block our Joy. (Susan Nettleton)

For thoughts on what might block your Joy, follow the links:

https://hillsidesource.com/.../2018/3/24/fasting-from-worry

https://hillsidesource.com/daily.../2018/6/17/surrender

https://hillsidesource.com/affirmation-prayer-for-others

https://hillsidesource.com/.../3/16/unfamiliarize-yourself

March 15, 2023

Announcement to all!

Hillside will hold a Zoom Service, Sunday, March 26, 2023

with Dr. Susan Nettleton

Topic: Something More

Time: March 26, 2023 11:00 AM Mountain Time

10:00 AM Pacific Time

If you are not on our email list for Zoom service and would like to

attend, please email us at Hillsideew@aol.com or through the contact page on our website: hillsidesource.com or message us on Facebook with your email address.

March 12, 2023

“Why should I wish to see God better than this day?... I see something of God each hour of the twenty-four, and each moment then, In the faces of men and women I see God, and in my own face in the glass; I find letters from God dropped in the street, and every one is signed by God's name, And I leave them where they are, for I know that others will punctually come forever and ever.” Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass

Someone recently wrote me that they were trying to "stand the pain to get to the grace". While I have found it true that Life provides compensation in times of injury, hardship, and loss, our emotions and our thinking often fail to recognize compensation for the balm that it is. Belief systems which tell us that we must suffer in order to know Grace (unearned Divine aid and spiritual gifts), miss the point: We cannot earn Grace, by suffering nor by good works. There's no measuring system for a formula that prescribes pain, including spiritual pain, to reach Grace. How much pain? How excruciating, and for how long does one need to suffer? Both pain and grace are words--concepts--molded and linked together by humanity's various experiences and need for understanding, expression and comfort, turned into formula's, and passed down to generations. Do they really fit the 21st century? What happens if we disconnect our personal suffering from having any spiritual value? Perhaps that would free us to be more effective in managing and dissolving the causes of suffering.

While it often appears that the desperation of personal suffering pushes us to search for another way of life, some other force or power, to be free from suffering, does this search really bring Grace? Does it somehow prove to God that we are worthy or serious about our spiritual life? Or has Grace been there all along? This Life itself is Grace: this Life, with struggles and hardships and times of loss; this same life with wonders, delights, joy, and compensation--All Grace. What happens if we decidedly turn our attention to the delightful, take time to marvel the beauty, savor the satisfactions that come, note happy events, embrace compensations that rebalance life, allow the smile, all the laugh...all of which add up to joy? It can't/won't be every moment, but we can choose more joy. We choose joy when we pay attention and appreciate the good that weaves through our everyday life, especially when it seems obscured by gray skies or dark thoughts, or heavy hearts. Letters from God are still flowing--not just letters--but Love letters, awaiting your warm response. (Susan Nettleton)

For more, follow the links: https://onbeing.org/poetry/small-basket-of-happiness/

https://hillsidesource.com/.../2018/3/19/love-made-visible

https://hillsidesource.com/.../3/18/not-not-there-for-joy

March 5, 2023

March is a transitional month. Depending where on the globe you live, March is the opening to spring or fall. I am reminded of this as I've watch this particular day begin with dark clouds (and a rather gloomy weather forecast), then partial sun and now blue sky. Our month begins in winter and ends in the glory of spring; the shift is a process over time. It's interesting to speculate whether our human awareness, our conscious recognition of that cycle, plays some part in that process. Certainly the cycles impact our choices, expectations, even our moods, and of course, our cultures as well. We now know collective human behavior also impacts environment and climate, and our behavior is the expression of our values, expectations and beliefs, as we collectively travel on this earth home around our orbit path, around our sun.

Today I am encouraging you to find/define you focal point in that cycle. My grandchildren love dancing and especially spinning in all sorts of styles, so I've taught them the technique of spotting. Spotting is simply finding a fixed point to focus on in front of you, for your eyes to lock onto, and return to immediately in a spin to prevent disorientation and dizziness. What point do we return to again and again, through the cycles of the seasons, through the cycles of a life? And most importantly, does it include joy?

After the weariness of this lingering Pandemic and the upheaval that it wrought, it seems to me important to spotlight Joy as a spiritual principle. Joy is not, though, to be manufactured, or faked. As the I Ching puts it, "True joy must spring from within." And as Roger Housen wrote in his introduction to his edited collection of poetry "Dancing with Joy" (2007): "Conventional wisdom tells us that nobody goes to heaven for having a good time"...[yet] "Joy is an up welling of life, of spirit, a blossoming of freedom. It is what we are here for." Can we let go of seasons past, and find a Joyful focal spot within? Whatever your focus today, let there be a spark of Joy. (Susan Nettleton)

For more about Joy, follow the links: https://www.best-poems.net/mary_oliver/mindful.html

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/browse... (pay particular attention to the last line)

https://hillsidesource.com/daily.../2018/6/24/winter-joy...

https://hillsidesource.com/.../6/16/breakthrough-to-joy...

February 26, 2023

Today, while looking at gray skies in this weekend of storms (no one really out on the streets--people have stayed inside, awaiting the next downpour), I am watching a tree, three stories high, sway gently in the wind. This scene turns my thoughts to how we too are swayed by another kind of force, the power of influence. Certainly empty streets bare the influence of weather reports, warnings, alerts and sirens. Yet, there always the few who simply go their own way, Influence--the power to effect change in opinion, behavior, and actions--can be complex for human beings. We are affected by and emulate opinions and actions of others, often unconsciously, but we also consciously seek advice and pay attention to the choices and actions others around us, directly and indirectly. And we in turn, influence others, with or without intention. This ability is one of the human traits that binds us together, reinforces community and in relationship, mutual support. But influence can also be a less desirable tendency that reinforces power and value systems that exclude and divide. If we are easily influenced, we can fail to develop our own uniqueness and the capacity to make decisions for our own well-being.

Influence has evolved to be a powerful tool in commercialism that parallels industrial development. Centuries ago, even early bartering systems, sales depended on word of mouth and local opinion. With the printing press, advertising could be shaped by language, as well as image, for broader appeal. Testimonials for a product added another dimension. The Age of Radio, followed by television honed the "commercial" as a new powerful tools for influence.

Following those came the reign of "infomercials", program length presentations to entertain or offer "information", but used as a form of influence for the sale of specific products, as the lines between information and advertising blurred. In the 21st century, we now have social media with professional (paid) 'Influencers', who further blur the distinction between opinion and fact, entertainment, personal connections and celebrity status. They are particularly powerful 'informers" for millennial and later generational followers. In a world that offers such a dazzling array of choices, it's easy to forget that these are paid, well-disguised marketers.

The point of this reflection is that we do rely on others in navigating the complexity of modern life. This is likely to become more so, rather than less, as the 21st century progresses, unless we abdicate our choices to computerized algorithms, rather than shared value systems in a sense of exchange within community. It's a good time to consider the 'influencers' in the course of your life and the influence you hold with others. Beyond community though, there is the pull of the inner, deeper Influence of your spirit, the imbedded wisdom and guidance that leads us, as we turn to It. The spiritual life is not a battle between the ways of the world and the ways of God. Rather, it is a growing into the understanding that God is right here, right now, in this world. Guidance comes through every possible form in this world, as we give way to a spiritual life.

(Susan Nettleton)

for more, follow the link: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/browse... (P.S., Robert Penn Warren wrote "All the King's Men".)

Even in our illusions, God speaks: https://allpoetry.com/Last-Night-As-I-Was-Sleeping

February 19, 2023

An overnight wind storm this past week awakened me with sounds of branches lashing windows and doors while yard debris whirled around outside. Nature calmed down that morning, but left me pondering turbulence. It seems a fit label for the times we are navigating. In the years when I was a frequent long distance flyer, I never really mastered turbulence, but I learned to distract myself by shifting attention with full concentration on some other activity--a word puzzle, a continuing ed article, or breath meditation. Some people seemed to enjoy the thrill of the roller coaster; others sought distraction in conversation. There was no point in anyone trying to converse with me; my focus was one-pointed, a sealed off absorption in concentration mode.

The discomfort of air turbulence is the awareness that you have no possibility of controlling it--the pilots can manage the plane, flight attendants can institute safety protocols, but as a passenger, you let go. Often that means controlling what you can control--your breath, your muscle tone, your attention. Flying then becomes a powerful spiritual exercise in both faith and surrender. You become fully you: a being capable of chosen, conscious activity, simultaneously participating in a larger realm, carried along with others across an expanse of space only partially seen and partially knowable or understood by you. Truly a capsule of Life!

Weather-wise, turbulence remains one of the most unpredictable of weather phenomena--a time of instability in the atmosphere with irregular atmospheric movement, especially up and down currents. The term has now expanded to include a broader sense of "atmosphere" of emotional agitation, confusion, social disturbance and chaos. In the cultural world of organizational and communication theory, turbulence has become a metaphor for new models of understanding and managing disruption in both institutions and relationships. These models draw on the aviation classification of 4 degrees of Turbulence: Light (little or no disruption), Moderate (widespread awareness), Severe (sense of crisis), and Extreme (structural damage--to the plane, or an institution, or a relationship). Quantifying a threat aids in putting it in realistic perspective, allowing the mind to respond more effectively. Unpredictable and controllable events fan human fear.

Yet, we are creative, adaptive and intelligent. Human aircraft design actually uses these same atmospheric pressure principles and up/down currents to lift and fly aircraft. Flight itself is, as professor Steven Gross writes, a "working with" the forces of turbulence rather than fighting, dominating, or cowering from them. This Sunday, consider the turbulence factors in your own life and your spiritual practice that allows you to pass through and soar. (Susan Nettleton)

"Turbulence is a constant element in our universe, maybe the prime element and it requires thought and practice enough so that we can hold it with balance and work with it as a constant part of being alive." Steven Jay Gross, Using Turbulence Theory as a Model in a Volatile World, Temple University. 2016. (slide presentation)

For poetic inspiration, follow the links.

https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/.../AWaveofSea/index.html

https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/.../YourBoatYour/index.html

https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/.../WhereIwander/index.html

February 12, 2023

Tuesday is Valentines Day--a day with multiple layers of meaning in world culture. History shows the focus on Romantic love has roots in pagan rites, festivals and celebrations of a coming Spring. While the official establishment of "Valentine's Day" was 496 A.D, when Pope Gelasius declared February 14 a Catholic feast day in honor of a martyred Saint Valentine. But the ancient story of St. Valentine is surrounded by the jumbled history of other saints who shared the name. This uncertain identity eventually led the Church to remove the day as an official feast day in 1969. By then of course, the holiday had spread beyond religious tradition to become a highly commercial, global celebration, and at least in American culture, expanded to become a day to express love in its many forms--friendship, family, support--although the core tradition is romance.

Beyond the bonds of all of these levels of affection, there is the experience of Divine Love. While modern advertising has cleverly pushed cultural expression of love through special meals, flowers, cards and gifts, underneath all this commercial show, still lays the human heart and the movement toward union and a shared life. Beyond that movement is the joy of life itself, the song of Creation, Divine Love--Cosmic Delight.

To just call that Song "love", in our limited human sense of love, is only a partial awareness. As my teacher, U.G., used to say, "love means two." To love in the human sense requires separation; it actually reinforces separation. With true union, there is no separate being to love, no separate lover. This is the paradox of this human internalized call to love. Zen sums up the way beyond: "Not one, Not two."

Whether you enjoy the festivity of Valentine's Day on Tuesday, or ignore it completely, let your heart stay open. If you feel left out, or resentful, or dismissive, try a little forgiveness. Today, this Sunday, offers a window into a larger field of Love and strangely, you, right now, are at the center.

(Susan Nettleton)

For the poetic expression of that larger field follow the links:

Marie Howe's poem: https://mbird.com/poetry/annunciation-by-marie-howe/

Larry Morris poem: https://hillsidesource.com/the-heart-of-things

February 5, 2023

"Life is a balance of holding on and letting go" Rumi

As I reflected on the unfolding new year in last weeks Zoom talk, I made the comment that not every year is a year of great change. Some years serve to stabilize our lives. To say that every year carries the same significant process of change is misleading. This may be a milestone year or not, it maybe a transition year, or time of completion or initiation. It maybe a solidifying year, where the changes we have been going through have a chance to solidify. A year of stability can be a gift. During these pandemic years, the use of social media and news for disguised advertising and competing social agendas has perhaps made us live with the assumption that life is continually being disrupted, with one crisis after another, in a way that makes it more difficult to accept stability as possible.

To positively and spiritually participate in everyday life within the world means discerning what our values and inner directive call us to maintain and nourish, and what we are pulled to change-- how we personally and individually are called to participate in life, with a mind that is open to possibilities and paths we have not yet seen. Two thoughts occur to me as tools in this discernment--the first is writer Portia Nelson's classic piece: Autobiography in Five Short Chapters (see link below). In essence, she is writing about our personal blind spots that get us into trouble in life and in one way or another cause us misery, until we grasp that the consequences of our mindset are simply too painful and self-defeating to continue down the same road, whether that road is our behavior, habitual choices, relationships, or ultimately our thinking. Time, repetition and self-reflection are keys that ultimately lead us to understand we can take a more life-enhancing track. Discovering our blindspots can be shocking and painful. Yet, once we grasp that well-practiced assumptions and habits may actually be self-undermining, we become more open to the second tool, a simple but powerful prayer: "Help me to see where my answers are wrong." This is the prayer that unlocks confusion and self-delusion.

Let the larger spiritual field enter today, already aim especially for that one spot or issue within you that is reaching, consciously or unconsciously, for a new direction...or a new connection. It is entirely possible that the new, paradoxically, is the very thing that ushers in stability. (Susan Nettleton)

for 'Autobiography in Five Short Chapters':

https://palousemindfulness.com/docs/autobio_5chapters.pdf

for a poetic view of unfolding awakening:

https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/.../Waiting/index.html

January 29, 2023

Today's post is a excerpt from this morning's Sunday Zoom Talk. (If you would like to be on the email list for future Zoom talks with Susan Nettleton, please email us through the contact page for hillsidesource. com or at hillsideew@aol.com.

I'm throwing out a challenge for the year: Actually BE in 2023. Whatever goals and direction you maybe sorting through now that January opens to February, hold them up against the challenge to Be in 2023. This year of 2023 is only partially defined and will not be completely defined until the year is over and beyond, as part of 1 year in 100 years of the 21st century. You may cleverly point out that this is just a way of saying be here now, be in the present, and that is true, but I am not talking about the moment to moment present, but rather a present that is in the context or frame that includes a past and a future.

We have mindsets, rehearsed over years, that keep us from being in 2023. One of the primary ones is the idea that "the best time of my life has come and gone". Has it? Nostalgia, or as my teacher U.G. used to say, "Nostalgia for the bad". The tendency of the human brain is to diminish unpleasant experiences over time and promote positive ones. That is healing. While continual dwelling on the painful events of the past is not useful, our brains' tendency to actually revise memories can have us remember events inaccurately, feeding the idea that life was better than it actually was. The problem occurs when we measure the time we're in now through this lens of how good things were. We all reminisce--it's human nature, it helps put life in some context of our story and shared stories, but sometimes we create a frozen mindset "that was the best time", and everything else from there is downhill. How can we possibly bear to be present now, when it will never be good enough?

Reflect on whether your dwelling on the past robs you of enjoyment or meaning now. If you are dissatisfied with being in 2023, time set yourself free. Life is different; you, people around you, your sense of place, all have changed. Life has become more complex--there are more people, more things and at least in many areas of life, more choices, although those who look back to simpler times might want to take away choices, not realizing the actual solution may lay in making peace with complexity. Greater changes likely lay ahead. Our years of Pandemic brought a collective awareness of global vulnerabilities, fragile populations and governments, along with the power of technology and the future wonders and dilemmas tech will continue to bring. If you assess life only through the news and social media, it easy to slide into despair and long for the past.

If your mind is made up, firm in the idea that your best years are behind you, and even the world's best years are past, you are in trouble; we are in trouble. Where is the incentive for positive participation and creativity? That hopeless rejection of 2023, will be mirrored back to you, before you even try. So I don't mean we can't indulge in a moment of nostalgia, or miss someone or something, but an embedded belief that everything is downhill--you, relationships, society, the beauty and wonder of life--cuts you off from truly living.. Being in 2023 requires courage and clarity. The negative mindset is the obstacle. You don't know what the future holds, why assume the worst? Life remains amazing. (Susan Nettleton)

follow the link for today's poem: https://poets.org/poem/house-called-tomorrow

January 22, 2023

This morning I raise the question, "What world view do you hold?" "How to you see and think about this world you live in, in this new year, 2023? Now, consider that in a time of mounting storm warnings in the East, more drama in Congress, and continued reports of violence, this week also brought an astounding announcement in the realm of astrophysics. The National Science Foundation's NOIRLab released the results of one of the largest surveys of our night sky in history, revealing the "Gargantuan Astronomical Data Tapestry of the Milky Way."

This translates to a two year process of filming the night sky with a dark-energy telescopic camera in a mountainous area in Chile. The first part of the project, released in 2017, revealed 2 billion objects--mainly stars, but the most recent filming was able to capture the stars and other contents in unprecedented detail. The 2 data sets combined reveal around 3.2 billion objects (again, mostly stars) in a view that covers 6.5% of the night sky in an area 13,000 times the angular area of a full moon. So we have pictures of 3.2 billion objects filling only 6.5 % of the night sky. Astounding. What might the other 95.3% hold? As Andrew Saydari, the lead researcher, put it: "Despite many hours of staring at images containing tens of thousands of stars, I am not sure my mind has wrapped around the magnitude of these numbers."

To remind you, the Milky Way is Earth's home, a spiral galaxy formed approximately 14 billion years ago with a diameter spanning 100,000 light-years. Our solar system is 26,000 light years from the center, All objects in the Galaxy revolve around the Galaxy's center. It takes 250 million years for our Sun (and the Earth with it) to make one trip around the Black Hole center of the Milky Way.

As a younger poet, Walt Whitman wrote "The earth, that is sufficient, I do not want the constellations any nearer, I know they are very well where they are, I know they suffice for those who belong to them." (Song of the Open Road,1855). But as he grew older, he had a profound experience that inspired a new vow:

"Now while the great thoughts of space and eternity fill me I will measure myself by them. And now touch'd with the lives of other globes arrived as far long as those of the earth or waiting to arrive, or pass'd on farther than those of the earth, I henceforth no more ignore them than I ignore my own life." (Night on the Prairies, 1879.)

Perhaps today is ripe for a larger world view, that expands beyond the troubles of our times, and in expanding, gives room for our own astounding solutions. As many spiritual teachings remind us, not only are we living in the world, the world lives in us, and so does the cosmos. (Susan Nettleton)

For the 2 poems quoted here, follow the links: https://poets.org/poem/song-open-road-1 and https://allpoetry.com/Night-On-The-Prairies And a link to Larry Morris' poetic view: https://hillsidesource.com/shopping-at-cosco

January 19, 2023

Announcement to all!

Hillside will hold a Zoom Service, Sunday, January 29, 2023

with Dr. Susan Nettleton

Topic: Be in 2023!

Time: Jan 29, 2023 11:00 AM Mountain Time

10:00 AM Pacific Time (US and Canada)

If you are not on our email list for Zoom talks and would like to

attend, please email us at Hillsideew@aol.com or through the contact page for Hillsidesource.com or message us on Facebook with your email address. Hope to see you there!

January 15, 2023

“In dwelling, live close to the ground. In thinking, keep to the simple. ~ Lao Tzu

This Sunday, the rain continues in California after the post-New Year's flooding. While the rain is greatly needed, the severity of these recent storms bring tragic events (as well as heroic responses). Like storm and flooding events in other parts of the country, daily life is disrupted. People grieve. In time, we adjust and regroup. We become more aware of changing weather patterns and with that, absorb the need to be vigilant, to pay attention to community alerts and check-in and on each other, as has our been way for centuries. Communities can solidify or fall apart. Modern knowledge now brings the sobering understanding that human activity impacts not just social structure, but the very climate itself, including extreme weather.

But rain, like water, can also be seen in a spiritual context. So today has me thinking of Rumi's poetry volume titled "Unseen Rain". Authored and translated by John Moyne and Coleman Barks, 1986, they write: "In some languages of the Middle East the word for "rain" and the word for "grace" are the same. These quatrains are evidence of that invisible gift falling on the mature spirit and master poet...". To me, all Rumi poetry speaks of unseen Grace and all rain is Grace. Unseen isn't, of course, about physical vision; it's about the Unrecognized Divine that is awaiting recognition in an opening within us, each in our own way, at a receptive moment. The overwhelming force of a storm can be that moment, as well as the still quiet peace of meditation.

Listening to the rain outside my door and sensing it as Grace, changes the atmosphere within me and around me. The vibrant green of grass and foliage outside the windows, speaks of renewing life. If we are indeed a living aspect of this wondrous creation we find ourselves in, then that green is a shared renewal within. Wherever you are this Sunday in your spiritual reflection, consider the Grace of rain and yes, the weather. As Jesus put it, "...for He makes His sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust." (Matthew 5:45.)

This rain storm is very much visible, although it's relationship to the severe drought conditions that preceded the "atmospheric rivers" of rain is not so clearly understood. The drought has been lessened, but not ended. As time moves on, more data will guide human water use and storage policies in this season of climate change. That in and of itself, feels like Grace. (Susan Nettleton)

"Not only do the thirsty seek water, The water too thirsts for the thirsty."--Rumi

For more thoughts on renewal, follow the link: https://hillsidesource.com/renewal

For more Rumi: https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/.../SunMustCome/index.html

https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/.../beautyofthe/index.html

January 8, 2023

This past week has had me envisioning a coin for 2023. One side says Gratitude, perhaps there is a sunny rainbow; the other side says Forgiveness, perhaps there are raindrop-like tears...The word "Time" arcs above both sides; below has simply "2023". My coin image is a melding of two ideas (ones I like writing about). The first, from American poet Carl Sandburg (1878-1967):

"Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let other people spend it for you. And when you spend it, spend it wisely so that you get the most for your expenditure."

The second is from Norman Vincent Peale (1891-1993), author of "The Power of Positive Thinking", who wrote that forgiveness and gratitude are "two sides of the same coin". He encouraged those who could not find their way to forgive a situation or person or themselves to practice gratitude until they could. Gratitude opens the heart to forgiveness and forgiveness brings forth the power of gratitude.

So this coin of 2023 is a reminder that we are moving through time, and our feeling states, our hearts, and our ideas-- sources of negativity and dissatisfaction, as well as creativity, deep insight, and yes, happiness--take time to ripen and mature. Most often, we forgive over time; forgiveness is a healing process and, depending on the depth and circumstances of the wound or offense, we need time to forgive, to allow a new understanding to come. Similarly, we expand our capacity for gratitude over time as we grow our capacity to appreciate life--our world of 'people, places and things', the times when problems simply work out, the magnificence and intricate beauty of the world. In time (as Peale often wrote), we come to an understanding that 'problems' are the impetus to spiritual depth and new mastery through deeper reliance on God.

The coin of 2023 reminds us we have choices, spiritual choices all year long. If you don't feel grateful, try forgiveness. If you cannot forgive, give thanks. With every impasse, loss, or disappointment, life provides compensation and an alternative path. Then, we have the choice to turn our attention to the gift of newness. Life continually renews itself and that process of renewal is you. Let every coin you come across be a reminder. (Susan Nettleton)

For poet Jane Kenyon's take on Happiness, Forgiveness and Gratitude, follow the link-- https://www.poetryfoundation.org/.../happiness-56d21cb4b54e9

January 1, 2023

Welcome to 2023!

New Year's Day brings us a welcomed chance for a clean slate, a new beginning in whatever aspect of life we choose to emphasize. Traditionally, we let go of the old before we claim the new. Hence, yesterday brought many people some encounter and review of 2022 and years past. What strikes me this year is: The power of the New Year Holiday as a global consensus on the space to begin again. The holiday itself shows the power of consciousness.

While known history dates some type of New Year celebration to as early as 4,000 years ago, it's more than likely festivals and religious rites of "starting over" came into being long before that. Early cultures tracked the natural cycles of the seasons, patterns of weather, plant growth and animal behavior, the apparent movement of the constellations, even the daily cycles of light and dark--day and night--that gave rise to the idea of new and renewed life as the way of things. This awareness in turn blended with concepts of prayer and offerings to a larger source of control of such cycles, since humans had little control. Over centuries of tradition, discovery, war and destruction, scientific, philosophical, spiritual and religious experience, human awareness of the cycles of life and human behavior produced New Year's Eve and New Year's Day as a universal archetype. Some cultures still celebrate and draw their traditional festivals from the lunar calendar and as such have other dates for a New Year, but modern commerce and global business across cultures have added recognition of the western calendar with January 1 as the starting the point of the global New Year.

Consider this agreement as a collective creation of human consciousness. History details the political and religious wrangling and the powerful rulers who had their decrees on the making of calendars at different times. It was only in the 20th Century that global business brought our current calendar to the global forefront. Still, whatever the date, the idea of "starting over" remains a human construct that gives emotional power to a specific piece of time where we can let go, regroup, review, and begin anew--each to their own physical, emotional, mental and spiritual capacity. There is a power in a collective archetype. What other possibilities, new global agreements, world-wide consensus, can we agree on and gift our world? As you contemplate your New Year, consider a personal resolution to be a positive part of an evolving collective consciousness. Happy New Year! (Susan Nettleton)

for a New Year's poem/prayer by Larry Morris, follow the link: https://hillsidesource.com/spiritual-launchpad

December 25, 2022

Merry Christmas!

This Christmas with the extreme cold sweeping across the country (though I have escaped the freeze) has me reflecting on all those who are the helpers in life, especially during the holidays. It is through the generosity of 'helpers': rescue teams, public technicians working through the night to restore services, those who bring unexpected kindness, those willing to move beyond personal concerns in a crisis-- that return holidays to Holy Days and awaken our gratitude. Through gratitude as well as giving, we find the spiritual meaning that satisfies the human heart.

I am remembering a snowstorm in Albuquerque, many years ago. Having grown up in Houston, I saw snow only twice before I moved to New Mexico. In Albuquerque, I learned to navigate snow that soon melted. When I moved to the canyon area in the Sandia Mountains, a neighbor gave me an old pair of tire chains. I protested that I hadn't a clue what to do with them, but he threw them in the trunk of my car and said, "Just keep them there--you never know." Time passed, and then we had a massive snow storm. I was at the church in the city as news of the storm worsened, so I left early for home. I was concerned about my daughter, in first grade at the mountain school, riding home on the a bus. I knew driving would take longer, but I had no idea how treacherous it was becoming. As I approached the mountains on I-25, the traffic was backed- up for miles, visibility was poor, and flashing signs warned only residents were allowed through the pass. This is before cell phones; radio news gave me updates on school closures.

I was near panic at the standstill, when through the whirl of snow I saw a man in an unzipped jacket approaching my car--no gloves, no hat, just an open jacket. He knocked on my window and as I opened it, he said, "I'm just walking up the interstate, checking on people to see if they need help. Are you OK? " I couldn't quite process where he came from and how he managed the icy wind. But I told him where I was headed, and he said, "No one is getting through that pass without a 4-wheel drive vehicle or chains. The State Police have a road block ahead." Then I remembered the chains. I told him I didn't know how to use them but they were in the trunk. He said, "I'll put them on for you, just pop open the trunk and wait till I tell you to move the car a bit." In a few minutes they were on! I had only a moment to yell out a thank you as he waved goodby, walking ahead and quickly disappearing in another flurry of snow. Overwhelmed with gratitude, for the first time in my life I wondered whether I had encountered an actual Angel.

I reached the road block on my chains and was passed through. When I finally drove up the mountain to the subdivision and an empty house, I checked the phone answering machine. There was a message from my neighbor that my daughter was safe at her house. School had closed early. The bus driver had dropped the children off at the bottom of the steep road to the subdivision. My daughter had hiked up through the snow with friends, but headed home. Not sure what to do when the wind was blowing snow everywhere, she climbed into our dog house! Fear of spiders made her change her mind and she walked to safety at her friend's home.

Human angels and yes, perhaps unseen other realm angels, are part of the balancing, protecting, Grace of all Life. Our sense of wonder, love and gratitude draw them near. There are life's moments when we too become the angel with our generosity, our compassion, and care. Whatever your spiritual background and path--even with all the storms of life--let this be the season of a heart-opening to the Goodness of Life and it's Wondrous Possibilities. Stay open to Grace. Merry Christmas, Susan Nettleton

for a poetic perspective on Christmas by Larry Morris, follow the link: https://hillsidesource.com/christmas-vision-2007

December 18, 2022

The week before Christmas in American culture is usually a hectic time of last minute preparations, gift shopping and get-to-togethers. Now once again, this week carries the backdrop of Covid spread and the national call to to those who have yet to get the bivalent booster, to do so to prevent the Covid tragedies of the 2020 and 2021 holidays. Last week I wrote of giving yourself a gift of healing; the vaccine is one way to do that. As I have written many times, spiritual healing includes the knowledge and skill of the scientific/medical world. It is only the ideas and confused, mixed motives of human beings that separate and divide science and religion. But today, as a further step in healing, I am reflecting on Deep Peace.

Deep Peace is one of the ways of naming the core state of our innermost nature. This means that the essence of our life, of all forms of life, is always a state of Peace. The essence of life, which is God, the All that Is, is Peace. Since nothing exists outside of that, all is Deeply at Peace. Such a statement is bound to stir confusion when society and the world at large is far from peaceful. War in Ukraine and elsewhere rages on even in the face of bitter winter; we have not just the threat of disease and Pandemic, but climate change, with predictions of food and water shortages and more conflict. How can we claim to be at peace?

To hold a vision of the world and ourselves at peace is not about ignoring the experiences of conflict right in front of us or our own private turmoils and agitation. It is about touching the Deep Peace at the core that is not the same thing as our struggles to find peace, or to broker peace, or the relax and calm down. These practices have their value, their time and place. Learning to "be at peace" and achieve an inner calm is healing, just like a truce is healing, creating a space where the world can recollect itself. But Deep Peace just is. It is the very fabric of Creation; it is not to be won or achieved. It is Grace. It is You.

I had a renewed taste of it last night as I drove through the cold, dark, silent neighborhood streets, with Christmas lights delicately sparkling through open curtains and across lawns. It was a magical transformation from the agitated thrills of Halloween that had taken over the neighborhood in October. This was Peace. A wave of Deep Peace flowed through the car and through me and I remembered: Christmas Peace. Deep Peace at the Center. Let it find you.(Susan Nettleton)

for a Blessing of Deep Peace: https://hillsidesource.com/celtic-blessing-of-deep-peace