This Sunday we enter February.-- the "short" month, with its midpoint aura of Valentine love--beginning with a vibrant full moon. No way around it, January has been rough across America. Maybe it's the bright full moon, or maybe it's the relief of blue sky and mild weather here in Southern California, but I feel a infinitesimal drop of spring in the atmosphere. And it has me reflecting on that which is natural. Last week, I wrote of human beings as an aspect of nature, and the possibility of opening to the "primal without the primitive." It occurred to me this week that another approach, perhaps a corollary, is turning to that which is natural, in our daily lives. Consider the natural aspects of your daily life as a way of perceiving yourself as an aspect of nature.
A few days ago, I was at the dentist for a routine cleaning. My usual strategy for dental appointments is a kind of dual awareness--I settle into meditation, but maintain enough alertness to shift when the dentist or hygienist needs me to shift. This appointment was routine cleaning, so I settled in and began reflecting on "the natural." I noted how "natural" it is for me to lie back in that dental chair. I started dental visits when I was very young; my mother was a school nurse and made sure our family practiced what she taught in schools--we all had regular dental visits. They were not always a pleasant experience, still, I'm grateful for the interventions and care. As I relaxed in the chair, I considered the hygienist, busy cleaning my teeth. She always seems to enjoy her work, and is very meticulous. I considered whether or not she was "a natural" at what she does. Most likely. I don't know her personal history. Here is where my contemplation snagged. I questioned, is dentistry natural?
The simplest definition of natural is that which is found in, or produced by, nature. We can add, that which conforms to nature--not something artificially changed, or conditioned. But natural can also be defined as that which is in agreement with human nature. Can human nature be artificially changed or conditioned? There are many attempts to do so. Animals in general have inherent ways of natural self-care. Culture refers to groups of humans with shared practices that include personal care and health practices, "natural" to the culture, to the group. Yet modern culture can churn out all sort of products and practices that take us further and further away from nature. On the other hand, relying on only a narrow definition of nature, cuts us off from the gift of human intelligence, discovery, and creativity that spur life forward.
What I was left with was a line of poetry that floated through my mind as the hygienist continued to scrape, "I Thank you God--for everything which is natural which is infinite which is yes..." I couldn't place the poem, but later, I looked it up, and found the e.e.cummings poem. (link below). It was all I needed. This week, consider your own natural movement and rhythm in your every day live. Sense what is natural for you, sand what is not. Let the natural lead. (Susan Nettleton)
For Poetry: https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/Poets/C/cummingsee/ithankYouGod/index.html https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/Poets/N/Nirmala/itishere/index.html https://allpoetry.com/poem/12402226-The-Natural-Way-by-Zakariyya
